Already but Not Yet

We live in this tension of already, but not yet. Meaning, as lovers of Jesus, we have promises that we are standing, hoping, and believing for – but that have not come to pass.

Thousands of years ago, God went on a walk with an elderly man. He had the man start counting the stars, and as this man did so, God whispered His promise “you will be the father of many nations.” The irony was not lost on this man whose name changed from Abram to Abraham. He was childless – well past the age of bearing children. And still, it says that Abraham believed. And this God credited to him as righteousness.

We live in a now culture, a culture of immediate gratification and microwavable success. We want things now. And that includes the promises spoken by God. But here we are, in this tension of learning how to live and wait. And to live and wait without becoming complacent and bitter. To live and wait, having it be credited it to us as righteousness. Because anything valuable takes time. Abraham and Sarah waited twenty five years for their promise to become tangible – for Isaac to be born. It is living and waiting. Living and waiting. Living and waiting…

I look at it this way. While I wait for the blossoming fullness of God’s promises coming to pass, I want my roots to be going deep. I want a strong foundation for God to lay His promises upon; I want it to be able to withstand the weight and the presence of His dreams. Because His dreams are weighty. And even though nothing looks as though it is changing on the surface. The underground is full of movement and growth because my roots are finding the Living Water, water that never leaves me dry.

What pushes my roots deeper into Him – what strengthens my foundation – is time with the living God; getting to know Him for the sake of Him, not using Him for an external need or want. Letting go of the promise, and holding on to Him and Him alone. And from that place of knowing Him, I am standing and believing the promise. I am recounting it, counting the stars.

I will be a woman of righteousness, waiting, believing, and standing with My God. My promises are “yes and amen” in Jesus. It is not if, but when . And that ‘when’ may not take place until I see him face to face and every tear is wiped from my eye, but His promises, whispered over and over again by me, are shouted in heaven – and the answer is yes. I have been renamed. I am a woman who counts the stars. And it is credited to me as righteousness. For those of you with unanswered promises, go and count the stars tonight. Stir up and breathe on old dreams and promises, and take a walk with your living God.

By Carrie Bach, member of Mosaic’s Senior Leadership Team

He is With Us

Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be frightened, and do not be dismayed, for the LORD your God is with you wherever you go.”  (Joshua 1:9 ESV)

 This is the single greatest promise from our Creator.  He is with us. He is Emmanuel.  Not only did God create us, bless us, and grant us purpose, authority, and dominion on earth, but God also gave us the best gift imaginable: Himself.

Throughout scripture, we read about all kinds of people living through  various predicaments who find strength and rest in the knowledge of His Presence. This list of biblical heroes includes men, women, children, kings, servants, fishermen, scholars and simpletons.  It includes people in obscurity and popularity; it includes those dreaming for bigger things and those desperate for anything – people found in palaces, sheepfolds, prisons, and deserts.  The presence of God knows no bounds for those who desire Him. What binds the heroes of faith  in scripture is the honest desire to be with God.

And we too must burn with the desire to be with Him, for in His presence we find fullness of Joy. Eternal Perspective. Hope. In His Presence all things are made new.  Lies are exposed.  Gifts are released.  Ideas are generated.  Relationships are restored.  Fears are dispelled.  In His presence, we find peace… and healing for our souls.

YES!  I desire the Presence of GOD.  Now, how can I actually find Him?

Finding HIM is more of an acknowledgment than it is an accomplishment.  It’s not about doing something to find Him, as much as it is discovering that He’s already here. Spiritual discipline is important.  But my disciplines don’t attain God.  It’s more accurate to say that I discipline myself to silence all the distractions.   CS Lewis says it this way,

 “It comes the very moment you wake up each morning. All your wishes and hopes for the day rush at you like wild animals. And the first job each morning consists simply in shoving them all back; in listening to that other voice, taking that other point of view, letting that other larger, stronger, quieter life come flowing in. And so on, all day. Standing back from all your natural fussings and frettings; coming in out of the wind.”

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For the past 10 years I’ve only found God to be more present.  I realize more every day what it means that HE is with me.  In the loneliest, most desperate seasons, He has comforted me.  And in every thrill and pleasurable moment, He has been by my side.  I love being with Him.  And so for the rest of my life I will fight to position myself in quiet, prayerful, meditative places – places where I can be with Him.  This is not because He shows up when it’s quiet, but because when I quiet my life I recognize and remember that He’s there.

This is the place where I can hear Jesus reminding me of the last thing He told his disciples:  “And surely, I will be with you always.  Even to the very end of the age.” Matthew 28:20

By Lead Pastor Andrew Bach